Emily Ratajkowski is sharing her thoughts about her marriage to Sebastian Bear-McClard months after filing for divorce.

People reported that the 31-year-old model discussed the matter with Eileen Kelly during an appearance on an episode of the “Going Mental” podcast.

Ratajkowski is said to have shared in the exchange that she “didn’t have the courage to leave for a long time,” before revealing that she “was really, really unhappy” in her marriage to Bear-McClard.

The model added, “I was, like, 100 pounds and I had just had a baby. I got really skinny ‘cause I was not OK,” as per the magazine.

Emily Ratajkowski is also said to have stated that she “tried to take antidepressants” as she was “trying everything” to make herself happy, noting that she “was sure there was something wrong with me.”

In September 2022, news broke that the “My Body” author filed for divorce from her estranged husband, Sebastian Bear-McClard.

Citing court records it had seen at the time, Page Six said the documents show that Ratajkowski filed in Manhattan Supreme Court, adding that it was contested.

Following the reports, though, the outlet stated that neither the model’s attorney nor a rep for Bear-McClard returned its request for comment.

News of the divorce came weeks after split reports involving the two personalities made headlines. As noted, they first sparked breakup speculations after she was seen on an outing with their son without her wedding ring on her finger.

Emily Ratajkowski and Sebastian Bear-McClard made headlines with their romance earlier in February 2018.

Us Weekly says in a report that it came after the “Gone Girl” actress and the “Uncut Gems” producer tied the knot days following their first public sighting together.

But, the outlet recalls that Ratajkowski later defended their relationship and clarified that she and Bear-McClard did not rush to wed, revealing in an engagement with “Busy Tonight” that they “knew each other for a long time” before starting their romance.

In March 2021, the model and the film producer welcomed their first child.

Meanwhile, People shared elsewhere in its report, published Friday, that Emily Ratajkowski also discussed in the exchange with Eileen Kelly the difficulties in walking away from the marriage.

Apart from society’s notion of having a forever partner, the model is said to have pointed out that she “had just had a child,” thus, making her want “to have that family.” She added, “So it was especially hard for me to totally walk away.”

But, it all changed for Ratajkowski when she said a line was crossed for the last time. While she did not dwell on the details, she stated, “For me, it was so clear and then it just became clearer and clearer and clearer, which was good, which was clarifying,” as per the magazine.